ERVA

    I don’t know how to respond to this question in fact because is pretty hard when people you thought loved you hurt you so much! For so long I loved someone much more than I loved myself, I tried everything to satisfy him I did my best, I dropped school I quit my job and my training I lost a lot of friends because that person wanted me to do it, I closed all my social media, And the best was that he said I do this because I love you! I tried and I tried and I tried to do everything as he wanted so just he will be happy with me he will say you are my perfect girl, but no a narcissist is not never satisfied always find something that you do wrong! Your skirt is too short, your shirt is too open, and you wear too much makeup, why did you smile why did you. Looked why you speak always and always is something wrong with you! Everyone and everybody are better than you why you can’t be more like her why you don’t behave like her why why why!?! I lived for so long like this I thoug...

 You know when I fell in love for the very first time I thought it would be magical, like in the movies or in the books. Personally, I idealized Love but only when I started my first relationship I understood that Love and Relationships are two different things, that you can be in love with someone but it doesn't mean that it would be as magical as you thought. In fact, love is not hard is something you feel inside your self so is much more personal, but relationships are hard people are hard to understand to make them feel and make them believe in your real Love for them. while I'm writing this article I'm thinking how hard was for me and my fiancé to be in this relationship even though we love each other so much it was hard to believe in each other it was hard because of our long distance it was hard because of our differences!  I remember always saying to my friends oh my god Love is hard I don't know if we can make it we broke up so many times that it become somethi...