I don’t know how to respond to this question in fact because is pretty hard when people you thought loved you hurt you so much!
For so long I loved someone much more than I loved myself, I tried everything to satisfy him I did my best, I dropped school I quit my job and my training I lost a lot of friends because that person wanted me to do it, I closed all my social media,
And the best was that he said I do this because I love you!
I tried and I tried and I tried to do everything as he wanted so just he will be happy with me he will say you are my perfect girl, but no a narcissist is not never satisfied always find something that you do wrong!
Your skirt is too short, your shirt is too open, and you wear too much makeup, why did you smile why did you. Looked why you speak always and always is something wrong with you!
Everyone and everybody are better than you why you can’t be more like her why you don’t behave like her why why why!?!
I lived for so long like this I thought that he do these things to me because he loved me I did what he wanted because I really loved him from the bottom of my heart!
You know the worst part. Was that he always was gone whenever he wanted and comebacks whenever he wanted and even worse was that every time I was there for him every time he said I’m going to change and I believed him over and over again!
This is me, I forgive people patiently, I trust people easily, I easily forget their bad deeds, and I'm an idiot please don't be like me. The worst part about hearing that someone lied to you is that you have to sit back and wonder what else they lied about, the worst part is that they justify their lies and blame it on you.
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